Nobby's journal

its raining

2009-07-24T13:40:33Z

have not psted for a while, cause unfortunly the story never changes just the names and faces.

Went on holiday to Turkey...

the weather was amazing
the scenery was amazing
the people where half way decent people

what let the holiday down was an ex girlfriend, who i cant even be botherd to be freinds with again cause seeing how childish and selfish she is...Im glad I have seen this light of her on holiday.

In other news i have found more freinds where Im living in Ash a few bordon people have moved into Aldershot and slowly but surly Im getting more and more out of the house

oh got my lip peirced again

Post of the new year

2009-01-04T14:26:08Z

well 2008 is over what a okayish year

finished uni
stopped driving
string of relationships that never worked
moved out and relised food is important

went clubbing for new years eve and pulled a late twetny ulkrain fitty she was well out of my league I have meet her again and she told me Im too young for her but she likes me. Meh if she becomes my dancing partner for Vox then that will do.

2009 is here now and Im stuck in a rut of working shit job, barely meeting bills and food. But I could not be happier, Im independent. No freelance work but I will look for some now Im bored and missing grafik dezign.

got to sell my car as its becoming a pain with the family who are holding it. May be lucky to get £200 no MOT and no TAX

WISH YOU ALL GOOD NEW YEAR AND HOPE IT GOES BETTER THAN THE LAST ONE

Poems

2008-12-20T21:42:27Z

SLEEP IS GOOD FOR YOU
my stomach hurts, my throat is sore, like the cunt of a whore
my head is warm with a tingling sensation of go kill yourself for the better of two evils
as I sat staring into a straight-narrow-vision concentating on what part of the blank wall for what seems a second, in reality an hour.
my fingers tingle and shake at movement, I smell myself, thats just nasty.
senses hightend to a new self awarness as your body kicks into survival mode
vision flashes with small black spots in the corner of my eye
somethings telling something what to do.

SCHEME OF HATRED
dog eat dog
well mine is off the leash and yours has a muzzle
I would kill you
I would kill me
but to be sure, Im going to kill you
before you kill me
its dog it dog
and cainine aint on the menu

works in progress

wwork christmas doo

2008-12-20T21:31:52Z

yeah it was really crap

had to dress up I was one of 9 people dressed up I went as a goth "the ghost of christmas past" black panda eyes and white makeup micheal jackson would be happy to wear.

food was raw and my secret santa was 4 bottles of beer, drinks took 45 minutes to arrive when ordered. I got a lift home though which was good.

-3 pints of guiness
-5 double jack daniels
-2 brandies

and I find out Im not getting a christmas bonus!

sucks to be me

woke up, drank the beers; went to work at 7am and served people.

game against Nick

2008-12-10T01:33:58Z

my orcs won today :)

nobbytheone @ 2008-11-26T23:49:00

2008-11-26T23:50:18Z

wow the news today was shocking

nobbytheone @ 2008-11-26T23:48:00

2008-11-26T23:49:19Z

http://www.java-gaming.com/game/3115/World_War_Risko/

RISK WORLD WAR

warhammer battles

2008-11-19T20:43:42Z

right after play testing my gobbo force against 3 players I relised damn I sucked at picking an army. All unit types boasted up to full fill any role come what ever may. Night goblins maxed out with a few fanatics only to be whiped out by something scary going BOO.

my army
1 orc big boss
2 level 2 shamens
2 35 night goblins with nets, spears. shilds full command
10 spider riders with bows and spears, shilds
16 orc big uns boyz douple choppa with magic banner

2 bolt throwers
1 rock lobber
1 giant
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Vampire counts

a couple of skellignton regiments, grave guard lots of zomblies death cart, coffin case thingy. Shot my gaint with magic, killed my own giant with the rock lobber
my orc big uns battled his vampire and evently losed.
my goblins held back the skellingtons and zombies and bashed them around intill he raised fresh new layers of zombies and I packed in and called out whilst i had some dignity.

bretonians - lots of knights and flying peagaus
this game was waiting for when he could surround me and launch attacks from all sides the only good news was my ginat did not have a single wound. his squires got whiped out be my fanatics. but in the end flying units whiped out my battery he pepperd me with shots.

Dark Elves - all cavary except a monster hydra
Now I was warned before this game that this was one of those guys players with an unbeatable army. Sure was I only killed 5 horse riders, In the end he surrounded me and charged my last night goblins unit and slaughtred me.

death of a triop

2008-11-09T01:52:01Z

the triop (the big one) died when I came back from work

have not posted in a while

2008-11-08T03:02:53Z

things are going good! if catching your flat mate pissing on a radiotar is good, I come out of the toilet and there he is standing pissing away at a radiotor. I shouted at him now he is cleaning it. I have got missrable pay to survive on this month so no spending money on ebay on shit I dont need.

In other news in my life I have a new girl friend her name is Natalie she has such a strong connection to me we both study art and we criticise the fact we like art as being protentus bull shit which does not help mankind advance further. We also like metal and she is really safe. She also laughs at my blood curdling jokes which only a vampire would find funny so thats a bonus.

My orc and goblin army has boosted in size
17 orcs (some painted) converted
35 night goblins spears with fanatics all painted
35 night goblins spears with fanatics all painted
30 night goblin archers with fanatics
1 goblin rock lobber painted
3 goblin spear chuckas paintedish
1 goblin doom diver paintish
1 night goblin warload on giant squig painted and damn it looks good
10 spider riders painted
2 night goblins shamens painted to golden deomon standard
1 giant (painted converted looks like a tattoed football holigan)

I thought it is sad collecting warhammers again but god damn t beats going out and causing trouble and I can reallly show off my painting skills.

I grew some triops they are about nearly 2 weeks old and there nearly an inch big and already wiped out the currant eco systyem they are living in....all the sea monkeys, dlipha shrimp, shrimp but forgot its name....dead I threw in an earth worm today my 2 triops toyed with it and then went on to kill it and left it to rot so I had to get rid of its lifeless body.

Chritmas aaaaggggggghhhhh the cunt mentioned it already
yeah Im planning chrimbo already cant help it working in retail cristmas started last month with promotions...lets see

-family-
mum: MS vouchers
mums boyfirned: tabbaco golden V
mums ex boyfriend: card, letter dont know?
my real dad: book of army life for ex soldiers adjusting to broken britain
darren: mp3 player with the baddest gangsta rap niggaz blazin straight up in frunt of ya songs
nan: something Christain themed
nans boyfriend: Guiness
sister: damn thats hard I have only seen her once she like 9 so high school musical themed

-friends-
John G: battle (I will kick his unpainted high elves back to ulthran) card
zach: aids
george mavro: nothing the cunt dont wanna talk now Im moved
Jono: aids
Lee: aids
jeff P: FULL BLOWN AIDS
emmanuel: aids but his family I will buy a box of chocolate
simon: aids suck my balls jew
Cliare H: meh shes married now so she wont need my girft of aids this year
Amy: a picture of me and my girlfreind 69'ing
Natalie: warhammer dark elves army book, triop grow kit, sex coupons for myslef, ann summers shit.

any more give me a shout

tale of 1 gamer

2008-09-27T12:38:24Z

in other random news relating to WARHAMMER
Im starting an evil goblin army to raid the old world.

painted on a level of 5.4 on "coolminiornot" (check that website out you wont believe them)

2 goblin shamans
2 30night goblin spear gobbos
1 25 archers

not painted yet
1 unit of spider riders
1 troll

yes Im using the battle for skull pass just to bulk my army

spending only £50 every 2 months I will bulk up my army and write up some battle reports. I dont have a digital camera at the momment so when I do I will post some lovely pics so you can have a dig.

Im not as much as a loser as I wish I was...

2008-09-27T12:36:30Z

damn I thought I was going to be more geekier than that.
why I feel a loser went out last night to aldershot drinking with girls and guys and I end up walking home alone and getting started on by 7 chavs aged about 17 damn I felt angry but I was too drunk too fight so I didnt care but cared enough to telll strangers I cared...hhhhmmmmm.

update on the failure which I call my life

2008-06-14T15:11:20Z

oh doom doom the doom of it all...

no update for a long time cause I dont have the internet at my house thus its not a part time activity I can do in my liesure time.

I had a drugs test as part of my right to drive thanks to mental health act which I have kind of surrendered my rights to and I failed thus I lost my liecince and have got a refund on the lieceince and genreally it sucks cause Im now stuck in ash and have to walk every where.

I have not been laid now in alomst a month my balls are killing!

I also have failed my final major project at uni and have to resubmit it which is not the end of the world cause I only have to get 4 more marks to pass... I have started making a mad cartoon which my teacher likes.

The only good news I can think of is my tax is now lower
which is good. I also still got about 2 months till Im off to stay with the army for a taster course.

friday night was shit

2008-05-08T10:24:14Z

I finished work and went with my wilkinsons work mates to the goose for a quick drink before home then i sat alone cause they were still queing for a drink. I group of girls got me to come over to thier table and I offered to buy one of them a drink and I came back and there was this idot sleeze ball there who had brought the girl I was trying to get in there with a flower.

They told him to piss off and off he went I went to go clubbing with them and who I do I fucking bump into miserable ex girlfriend who declares "what the fuck are you staring at me like that for" I felt like fuck it and left them but they called me to tell me come and ignore her. I end up going to the nightclub and the girls who Im trying to sort of get in there with my ex is friends with them and spends the whole night making sure I cant pull them so i go off in a huff home.

The dream I had was mad!

I went o go see limp bizkit and I drove my shitty peugo onto the stage parked and watched the show. Some guy who looks like fred durst but not fred durst calls me an arse hole and starts on me so I punch him he goes down and I start banging his head against the ground intill theres blood everywhere!

The whole crowd sees this and I run outside into the woods but the police find me and Im lead away with all the these people staring at me.

I hate friday nights out bmping into ex's

last night went weird

2008-05-01T13:39:15Z

I was lying in bed at about 1 am in the morning I put my head upon the pillow and my head felt really light. I could recognize my body being part of me as an attached being but consciously I felt like my head wass the only thing I was in control of.

I remember feeling this way before... when I was little in the days of warhammer and I would get a sort of high lying in my bed and feeling the room tilt mainly because of the amount of solvent's I used to glue the models together.

May be its a chemical imbalance in the brain

have not posted in a while

2008-04-25T09:30:03Z

damn I have really bad guts today probably does not hyelp having a healthy hearty breakfast of two fags and a coffee.

In other news one more stinking month then I finish university. Which I cant wait for I am o sick of doing nothing but projects which just goes to prove yes I have some sort of talent but no you cant seem focussed enough to hold down a full time job for more than a year.

In the main news about my life I have to have yet another drugs test to prove my fitness to drivee. I broke the law a big way yeterday i wass rushing back home with me fish n chips and level crossing barrier started to come down and I accelerated across passing a pissed of police man in a car. The drugs test Im not worried about Im clean just have to fit it in my busy schedule.

I have had my head shaved cause I am sick of looking like a fucking tranny in photo. I now have a skin head and it's taking some getting used too.

I have an arranged meeting with the army to talk about recruiting and job requirments. im planning on joining the army because I feel its a destiny to join and at least give my country some form of service. That and I really cant afford to go back packing for a year. Also that is where the skin head comes in I do not want such a big shock when I sign up and they shave my lovely blue spiky hair.

yeah peace out

strange dream about pirates and son dying and no teacher today

2008-03-04T10:15:18Z

I woke up at six o clock today and thought to my self shit better check the time and see if I have some time for some more sleep sure enough I did. So I rolled over for another 2 hours sleep.

I had this strange dream... the world was having zombie outbreak and I had organized a fleet of pirate ships to set sail to live away from land and one of the female companions gave birth to a girl and all the pirates were joy full of this new baby.

Then I went to land on a street and there were all these flowers and celebration cards outside a house. The owner of the house, came outside. I greeted him with congratulations and he looked at me really pissed off. Then one of the people I was traveling with (who is this guy who i do not like at uni) said that guy had just lost his son.

I then woke up and had a shower and some crumpets and headed off to uni.

There was a huge cue of traffic and I had to edge my way in first gear. There was snow too which was supprising cause the weather was really sunny when i left for uni.

I got here and found out my teacher is ill so no lesson today...I fucking hate not having the internet at home!

scientology

2008-02-08T14:19:24Z

With all the news of the protests happening against scientology this sunday I found this on youtube and thought it was quite relevant. My birthday soon hurrah! any money I get Im gonna fix the bonnet and may try sorting out the wiring of the speakers.

my jaw hurts

2007-12-11T15:18:53Z

I went into uni today really early and showed the group my work now I admit i have worked medicore effort into this project so had something to be proud off. Normally I would rate my porjects I do, about in the top 5 in my class. I felt like it was last. Feeling the crunch of not being able to make fancy hand made books with beatiful illustrations or computer generated images that wiz around the screen entertaining the dumb founded. My project sucked but at least its all over and a weight has been lifted from my shoulders and placed onto my lap....(I have to sort out a final neat cut printed version)
My teacher liked my porject and said it was really important I was critical of my work to notice my own flaws as some people dont and that is thier weakness.

My car goes into an MOT tommmorow now I so want it to pass. The boynet is dented on the hinges and makes a nice scrapping sound when you shit it and the front part of the car looks crap. The running of the car is fine Im crossing my fingers that it pases.

My new project at uni is a going to be about things I want to do before I die. Cause I think if a normal person was to write this list as I have seen in the case of some poster of the same subject theme. I have achived those goals...started a rock band, jumped off a waterfall etc. I need to set a list then illustraite these things may even try to achieve some of them and document them...hhhmmmmm may have a problem of having a threesome since I have a girlfriend.

The molars in the back of my jaw hurt so bad and I have a really shitty feeling in my stomach.

yesterday my boynet went up

2007-11-30T10:53:46Z

I was driving towards farnham on the A31 and the boynet of my car flew straight up into the air and blocked my view where I was going I pulled over switched the hazard lights on and went round to fix it. In doing so I have badly damaged the body work on the side of the joins of boynet. But I thank God Im alive I really did shit myself.

Went swimming yesterday and only bothered to do 23 lengths not much but I decided that I was going to piss around in the jucazi and suana etc...

Had a drink with emma, zach at the market in Alton then decided to hed off.

today Im picking her up and going to introduce her to my mother and her boyfreind and go for a drink in Aldershot

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I have a new breif to co run with the finishing of the illustrations of allen ginsberg's howl I hope my ideas will go down better than the presentation I did tuesday god it was cringeing describing my project to 11 farty arty people.

sitting in uni

2007-11-21T10:51:00Z

I have not up dated for some time now and genreally feel good about life even though I have this horribel built in frustration of get a job get a job.

for the first time in my life I have got no work but just uni. I think it is good but my family think that I need one. But I have all my life to get a regualar job I have been working since I was 13. I think its some child hood event from being raised by a single mum who was forever telling me how competitive the world is and how you must get a job.

Still living in Ash, Im so fucking happy I am out of Bordon. No really, I used to think that by comming from bordon was a form of identity that you came from a village so isolated cause of its run downess was great, cause I found the place full of charcter...as in you could get hold of drugs, fights and single mums. I have been round the world when I was a child thanks to my father. Came to Bordon when I was 11 and moved 4 times round the area. But I can walk down the street with out some little chav asking me "Nobby do you know where I can get some puff" etc...

I have a new girl friend her name is Emma. I met her at a battle of the bands. She is a girl into her body piercings and tattoos...Im glad I dont have any piercings any more cause I did find them good for breaking down communication barriers with people but now I feel I have grown old and dont need to rely on things on the outside to show how crazy I am.

As for the smoking weed thing I admit about 2 months ago my arse hole of a friend racked up a huge joint and smoked it and I begged him for some but after half of it I felt so disapointed in myself I have not touched it again and vow not too....for the sake of my sanity. Im crazy now no matter what i dont need weed to chill out Im finding my own piece of mind just closing my eyes and slipping into some sort of abstract talking (but not listning) to the higher being of the world.

I find my dress sense has changed Im not just wearing a blue jumper all the time and have grown a beard

thats all I have to say and I hope everyone is doing alright

sore neck

2007-10-25T14:12:44Z

went to watch battle of the bands in aldershot mainly went to support alziar and nervous endings and even got a cd to listen on the drive home one band I was impressed with was breed apart cause they brought all these northern monkeys down to cause some fucking mayhem and one small squadie head butted me twice problem was I decide to wear a gas mask and his face was cut up so bad.

Sore neck and I got punched in the throat so thats sore I also got a girls number and she texted me which is a first I got to take things slow cause I have a habbit of jumping into bed with girls then the relationship does not last longer than I hoped or mabye I throw my heart to quickly and should be more of a bastard and just fuck fuck fuck and dont care....hhhmmmm no!

got a new project to illuistrate the poem "howl" by Allen Ginsberg. i have read it and its homersexual simple as but at least Im going to be be illustrating instead of making a film.

The last film I made was to long and people got bored of me talking within 3 minutes...never mind. First project has always got to be shit to set the mark then improve in time and you get better marks hell...I only just want to pass uni so i can get out get a shitty job get a flat get a wife spawn some kids die happily.

film

2007-10-09T08:20:54Z

just finished rendering the film Im working on and slowly but sure, the film looks proper badass. Got to do some final editing which is a shame cause I have my film tutorials on fridays so the chance of me getting some help to make the speed of sequences in my film faster.

I have been working on making this film for about 2 weeks and now its comming to the end and a lot of my hard work into this is going to pay off as I will have enough time to go design a leaflet/booklet for the packaging.

Im feeling better today just got to keep my mind on one track and not try and please everybody

got a new job going to be working for an old mans pub which i get on with most of the locals and meet a young lad into playing the guitar so I gotta get my guitar strings fixed so I can have a jam.

I dont miss bordon I love the fact I can walk down the street in aldershot and not get "hello nobby, i got your nuts" cause I have had that since I was born. But heh sometimes having a nickname makes you famous for such a small bumkin town of sinners someone has to be a saint.

Going to take up a martail art of some sort get me back in a fighting spirit cause I always feel good after beating someone up.

ta ta pet

film

2007-10-03T16:31:50Z

yeah just got about 5 minutes then my film is renderd
Still not complete gotta add the effects and crap to make the idots go woooowwwww!
but I wrote the script when I was in the mental home
Just finished making a pull out booklet for it
gonna make a poster as well
more info and posting on you tube when its made

back at uni

2007-09-26T08:07:00Z

making a multimedia film about breaking the cycle
expect wierd film